I dreamed of Glitch this night. I woke up feeling a Ur-shaped hole in my heart.
Saying that I miss Glitch would be an understatement. In my native language I would use the word saudade, and still it would not be enough. I feel as if I need Ur. I need Glitch. Everything is a bit grayer and sadder now.
I don’t understand why this is happening. I have a life, a job, a husband. I have things to do and people to see. But all I can think of is this virtual world that was so beautiful, so mellow, so quaint. I never thought I would be this stricken by something so seemingly trivial.
Maybe it’s because my life is at a terrible moment. Maybe I just needed the creative and emotional support that world afforded me. Or maybe I’m just being stupid and needy. But once again, I feel like crying and doing nothing for days. Just listening to Glitch music, looking at snaps and remembering a virtual time that will never come back.